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I will write this all down….someday

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Dear self,

I am so sorry for hating you for so many years

For letting other people define my self-worth instead of just believing in myself

I’m sorry for putting you through so much pain

I never meant to hurt you so much

I’m sorry for not seeing how beautiful you truly are

For letting those hurtful things people would say to me get to me

I’m sorry for being so hard on you for so many years

I should have been gentle with you and took care of you

You needed me and I let you down for years

I never meant to let you down for so many years

I’m sorry for letting my insecurities get the best of me

But here’s to the nights I spent crying in my bedroom in pain

Here’s to the trials and tribulations I’ve gone through

Here’s to the days I spent questioning my own existence

I deserve to love myself and have self confidence

My body and soul deserve to be loved

So here’s to my body and soul

Here’s to the next chapters in my life

Finally learning to love myself with my flaws and imperfections

I owe you an apology for hating you for so long

So here is my sincere apologies.

- Love, Me

The real difficulty is to overcome how you think about yourself.
Maya Angelou (via quotemadness)

I thought it’d be different, but we all just wander sometimes.

You are not lost. You are here. Stop abandoning yourself. Stop repeating this myth about love and success that will land in your lap or evade you forever. Build a humble, flawed life from the rubble, and cherish that. There is nothing more glorious on the face of the earth than someone who refuses to give up, who refuses to give in to their most self-hating, discouraged, disillusioned self, and instead learns, slowly and painfully, how to relish the feeling of building a hut in middle of the suffocating dust.
Of course I’ll hurt you. Of course you’ll hurt me. Of course we will hurt each other. But this is the very condition of existence. To become spring, means accepting the risk of winter. To become presence, means accepting the risk of absence.
Antoine de Saint-Exupéry (via quotemadness)

jadathejoint:

choose people who choose you.

I sat on my porch for hours

I miss you, I imagine its more peaceful.

Some things have happened since I last met you, but for some reason my curiosity lingers beyond my initial satisfaction. I presume the intimate nature you expelled on me consumed of the most delicate herbs and magnificent energy..



That’s where I am, and I miss your, kiss.