I will write this all down….someday
Toad
Dear self,
I am so sorry for hating you for so many years
For letting other people define my self-worth instead of just believing in myself
I’m sorry for putting you through so much pain
I never meant to hurt you so much
I’m sorry for not seeing how beautiful you truly are
For letting those hurtful things people would say to me get to me
I’m sorry for being so hard on you for so many years
I should have been gentle with you and took care of you
You needed me and I let you down for years
I never meant to let you down for so many years
I’m sorry for letting my insecurities get the best of me
But here’s to the nights I spent crying in my bedroom in pain
Here’s to the trials and tribulations I’ve gone through
Here’s to the days I spent questioning my own existence
I deserve to love myself and have self confidence
My body and soul deserve to be loved
So here’s to my body and soul
Here’s to the next chapters in my life
Finally learning to love myself with my flaws and imperfections
I owe you an apology for hating you for so long
So here is my sincere apologies.
- Love, Me
I thought it’d be different, but we all just wander sometimes.
choose people who choose you.
I sat on my porch for hours
I miss you, I imagine its more peaceful.
Some things have happened since I last met you, but for some reason my curiosity lingers beyond my initial satisfaction. I presume the intimate nature you expelled on me consumed of the most delicate herbs and magnificent energy..
That’s where I am, and I miss your, kiss.